Part I Ed my love I just want to as we talked the night before say again. "Thank you for enjoying the eagles and the eagle group with me. At first I would not have been able to go to things. If it hadn't been for you taking me and staying with me. You gave me so many memories of fun and laughter with you. Love, tenderness, kindness, respect, being not only my husband and a Father to Raschida but my BEST FRIEND. You always had your surprises you would pull on me or her. Me like I would be standing at home doing the dishes, look up and your just standing on the other side of that window like opening into the living room. You knew and loved it when I would all of a sudden look up. Ther you were it startled me and you got that Oh, or scream out of me lol With Raschida I remember just riding in the car and all of a sudden things we go into a quiteness no one talking and you would just yell lol making us both jump and laugh. Oh my sprankester you were. You told me that night you knew I was the lady for you because I could not tell a lie and just keep it a secret. I had to admit to it to you or someone. You said you knew even before you married me that I would NEVER cheat on you. That if I went in a store by myself you knew I wasn't looking for other men. If I seen someone I knew I wouldn't be talking to them for secret reasons. If I had a skirt on you always got a kick out of which I didn't know for a long time--that you would intentionally pull along side a tractor trailer driver. Watching me making sure my skirt was pulled down far enough YOU STINKER you lol
Part II We finished many of sentences for each other. Thought the same thoughts a lot of times. Prayed together in answer to what God would want us to do in different situations. Sometimes as you said we had to "wait" for Gods answer. You thanked me that night for being so faithful and a good wife to you and friend. I too did the same thanking you for taking care of Raschida helping me to raise her and you loving her so much it made your own older daughters jealous of both Raschida and me. I thanked you for being faithful to me which were both new from the start was something we both didn't have from our partners before and it was something WE HAD TO HAVE THIS TIME. We told each other how much we loved each other. We laid for a little while on the bed just holding each other. You couldn't lay long because it cut off your breathing. We both knew it wouldn't be that night and we both knew it would be the next day. That night we thanked God for bringing us together and for being in our lives. God helping to make our marriage even better. We talked about how you was scared of heights but you loved working on the roof with the church men and our pastor. We shared also that night of our experiences with the church things we served in. How God helped us grow in HIS word and it shined in our marriage. We talked about how we both knew Raschida was still serving God. You remembered asking her questions about the bible and God when she was little 6 yrs old and 7yrs old. You and she you said God meant it to be that you two was baptized together. You said you was sorry to leave me here alone but for me to remember you would come when I needed you. You said you would always be around for Raschida and me. You wanted so much to make sure I "knew you would always be here and around for me and her. Especially me you said. Did I understand you wanted to know. I told you I did completely understand. I knew I could call out and you would be there with after God would take you. We just sat for a long while holding each other. We kissed and you said to you think you can go back to the computer now and me go watch some tv lol I laughed. I said, "Go ahead I can see you from here." I love you and then you said I love you too and I'm sorry I have to leave such a good lady. But again we both knew it would be later the next day. Which we were together then and I helped you with some things you needed. That only a love and a wife you said could do. You thanked me the day you passed for not having Hospice or anyone come in. That I was the one your wife, your lady you said helped you with God's help and God's love in my heart. I love you still and will always. I know you wait there for me to be with you. I know you visit me also different times when I call and times when I don't call. AND I KNOW YOU GOT INTO NCTC ON THE NEST VISIT OCT. 24TH, 2011 ....... You stinker I did get a little embarrassed when I was told by Margy and Wanda I had given the guard your drivers license. Ed you know I never go to that area in my pocket book. YOU DID THAT I KNOW YOU DID. I enjoyed and loved having you with me that day. I know my life will always have some surprises from you and that is the way I want it!!!♥♥♥ Three hearts just like the three you had put into the wooden swing and we said You, Raschida, and Me.♥♥♥ I wait still my day to be with you and others and walk and talk with Jesus. I LOVE YOU HUGS AND KISSES MY LOVE YOUR LADY YOUR WIFE
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I sure wish they were having open house when they were suppose to I am going to miss out on the on next year I will be on a ship ;^(
Part I
Ed my love I just want to as we talked the night before say again. "Thank you for enjoying the eagles and the eagle group with me. At first I would not have been able to go to things. If it hadn't been for you taking me and staying with me. You gave me so many memories of fun and laughter with you. Love, tenderness, kindness, respect, being not only my husband and a Father to Raschida but my BEST FRIEND. You always had your surprises you would pull on me or her. Me like I would be standing at home doing the dishes, look up and your just standing on the other side of that window like opening into the living room. You knew and loved it when I would all of a sudden look up. Ther you were it startled me and you got that Oh, or scream out of me lol With Raschida I remember just riding in the car and all of a sudden things we go into a quiteness no one talking and you would just yell lol making us both jump and laugh. Oh my sprankester you were. You told me that night you knew I was the lady for you because I could not tell a lie and just keep it a secret. I had to admit to it to you or someone. You said you knew even before you married me that I would NEVER cheat on you. That if I went in a store by myself you knew I wasn't looking for other men. If I seen someone I knew I wouldn't be talking to them for secret reasons.
If I had a skirt on you always got a kick out of which I didn't know for a long time--that you would intentionally pull along side a tractor trailer driver. Watching me making sure my skirt was pulled down far enough YOU STINKER you lol
Part II to continue
Part II
We finished many of sentences for each other. Thought the same thoughts a lot of times. Prayed together in answer to what God would want us to do in different situations. Sometimes as you said we had to "wait" for Gods answer. You thanked me that night for being so faithful and a good wife to you and friend. I too did the same thanking you for taking care of Raschida helping me to raise her and you loving her so much it made your own older daughters jealous of both Raschida and me. I thanked you for being faithful to me which were both new from the start was something we both didn't have from our partners before and it was something WE HAD TO HAVE THIS TIME. We told each other how much we loved each other. We laid for a little while on the bed just holding each other. You couldn't lay long because it cut off your breathing. We both knew it wouldn't be that night and we both knew it would be the next day. That night we thanked God for bringing us together and for being in our lives. God helping to make our marriage even better. We talked about how you was scared of heights but you loved working on the roof with the church men and our pastor. We shared also that night of our experiences with the church things we served in. How God helped us grow in HIS word and it shined in our marriage. We talked about how we both knew Raschida was still serving God. You remembered asking her questions about the bible and God when she was little 6 yrs old and 7yrs old. You and she you said God meant it to be that you two was baptized together. You said you was sorry to leave me here alone but for me to remember you would come when I needed you. You said you would always be around for Raschida and me. You wanted so much to make sure I "knew you would always be here and around for me and her. Especially me you said. Did I understand you wanted to know. I told you I did completely understand. I knew I could call out and you would be there with after God would take you. We just sat for a long while holding each other. We kissed and you said to you think you can go back to the computer now and me go watch some tv lol I laughed. I said, "Go ahead I can see you from here." I love you and then you said I love you too and I'm sorry I have to leave such a good lady. But again we both knew it would be later the next day. Which we were together then and I helped you with some things you needed. That only a love and a wife you said could do. You thanked me the day you passed for not having Hospice or anyone come in. That I was the one your wife, your lady you said helped you with God's help and God's love in my heart. I love you still and will always. I know you wait there for me to be with you. I know you visit me also different times when I call and times when I don't call. AND I KNOW YOU GOT INTO NCTC ON THE NEST VISIT OCT. 24TH, 2011 ....... You stinker I did get a little embarrassed when I was told by Margy and Wanda I had given the guard your drivers license. Ed you know I never go to that area in my pocket book. YOU DID THAT I KNOW YOU DID. I enjoyed and loved having you with me that day. I know my life will always have some surprises from you and that is the way I want it!!!♥♥♥
Three hearts just like the three you had put into the wooden swing and we said You, Raschida, and Me.♥♥♥
I wait still my day to be with you and others and walk and talk with Jesus. I LOVE YOU HUGS AND KISSES MY LOVE
YOUR LADY YOUR WIFE
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